Saturday, 24 April 2010

The Declaration

Ok so there is a moment in Friday evenings class* when we are discussing being responsible for what shows up in our lives and I start to consider how I am about being single.

I am resigned and fearful of the alternative.

The more the talk continues , the more I start to feel physically sick with nerves and I know that I am close to having a breakthrough.

And so I take the first step...I put up my hand and share with the other participants that I would like to be in a loving committed relationship..

( even as I say it , I can hear a voice in my head shouting "but do you Marie-Claire? Do you really want to give up being single and commit to one other person? Do you want to choose one person, cutting off all other options? Wont there always be someone better?)....

...and I ignore the voice in my head and the nerves in my body

and I declare that I am now being someone who can be in a loving committed relationship.

Phew!

Ill let you know what actions and opportunities open up for me ......

PS On the tube this morning in London , a complete stranger , a very good looking guy, offered to put my necklace on for me and I graciously accepted his offer. It was a gorgeous moment.

* For more information about the classes I attend in London and about The Landmark Forum, visit www.landmarkeducation.com

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